dedicate to you nic...

No one is useless
in this world
everyone is special and unique
in their own way
Some might not know ur power
but yet
they don't know, doesn't meant that you don't posses the power
it takes time
to unveil ur power
Everyone makes mistakes
some might hurt people
indirectly
some might
not even know they hurt you
but,
deep down..
they still care about you,right?
Anyway,
dear friend,
don't be sad
cause there is still people around you
who cares for you..
=)

Quoted from nicole choy.......

EmiT...

If only i'm a time bender, i would reverse the time and do things in a different way...

Hello...

Hi, im a boy/gal who lives in manhattan.gossip mrs is d name..
Anyway,im super excited.u r so gonna b surprise.don get heart attack u knw wen i go bac.

Oh n i look 4ward 2 hearing ur trip 2 melb on a day to day basis.


Gdnite luv..




Xoxo..

jz came back from skiing and spa...omg...i felt like jz finish labour!!

Hi darling..aherm..i mean my blog..i jz came bac tis afternoon..after a day skiing..omg..the pain on my leg...pain till nw...all the bones and muscles super pain..like open the legs for so long that kinda pain..like giving birth lidat ar...initially i couldnt even stop when skiing..cant even stand..LOL..the worst part is.................i crashed into the snow patrol snow bike car thingy that was parked there...and ppl laugh at me..haha..so funny...then i gt no choice bt to take skiing lesson..me n my bro..now im proud to say im a pro ski master..lol..although after the lesson gt ppl crashed into me i i tumbled down the hill...and i even lost one of my ski poles when goin up the snow lift to the top of the hill.it drop down..lol..in the end i had to ski bac wv jz 1 pole..super scary ar..the detail about my embarrassing moment i will tell u wen i go bac..arrrggghhh!!!haha..after that leh went to rotorua for polynesia spa which is the world top 10 spa..details also tell u wen i go bac...jz now studied for the umat thing cz tmr goin for tutorial in AUT lecture hall..like goin bac to sch again..sigh!!bt cant study in fully cz thinking bout u ar..duno after 1 week u gt don like me ad anot...aih...din see u 1 week u pretty jor so much o..aih..so many boys go out wv u..they gt crush on u anot??dunno u stilll love me anot..scared scared..u sendiri 2 weeks many things can happen..lagi think lagi scared..i missed u so muc...doin wat aso think bout u..ltr i will on9..nw wanna go photostat the umat papers for u..so many stacks lu...




anyway......................................





















i love u dearly....as owez...xoxo....





gossip mrs signing out...on9 ltr la ya...

Goin on a trip 2mr til sunday

Dumbo,im goin 2 sum skiing mountain 2mr.so i tink wont b able 2 on9 or write blog anymore..n monday n tuesday im goin 2 ur couz thr 4 umat tutorial.2day woke up then do ntg.then go out wv mum 2 buy food 4 d trip.after tat then did ntg again.at nite pack baju.alot of thick jacket 2 hit d snow.take pic show u la nic..hees..2mr goin out at 6am.super early.i sur gao gao in d car 1..




I miz u..
10days 2 go.

Sleepless nite..

Anothr sleeples nite ar..aih..keep on9 evry nw n then 2 c u gt ony anot.

Headache headache..

Hmm..super headache..n mz find accomodation 4 skiing trip tis friday.they all leh relax relax..torture me..woke up at 10 someting tis morning cz go out wv fren at 11.30am.watched ice age 3.sum part funny n sum part boring..n n..haha..me n my frens r d oni big 'kids'.d rest were smal kids!lol..bt head al filled wv ni ni nic..kinda boring go out wv him.keep tinking wana go home.then after movie go walk city a while.super headache ar..jz nw nite time send lil bro go youth group bt on d way bac kena ppl horn..haha..i knw u wana say lousy guy..surely 1..anyway..hoping u can on9..




I love u..xoxo..

My goodness..stil cant slp.

Still cant slp even i ald try 2 force myself..someting is wrong wv william definitely..gona go watch sum youtube nw.

Cant slp

Sob sob..i blog again..cant slp ar.tinking bout u trying out clothes.i shd b d 1 accompanying u out.bt u knw,im lousy guy wert..hees.van ask y i din teman u go melb..i jz tot of a craziest resolution 4 nx sem.'slp at 12 n wake early routine 4 u n me'hope it wil b successful..neway,duno y u go out wv 'him' i owez gt weird uneasy feeling.jz him alone lar..u go out wv othr guys im ok.as d closest person 2 me,u shd knw hu i meant rite?hee..its 1sumting in d wee hrs of d morning n lousy guy is signing off..
Xoxo
Gossip mrs
Willy d whale

Sour

Stupid dumbo go try baju wv othr guys..oxidation of ethanol jor..2day im a bit sick i tink..i wan details in choosing baju n trying.show me wat u buy wen im bac.sad sad.they c u try baju..:-(

sorry....

Hello miss big fat smelly butt girl..wakakaka...

I know laz nite u mad..bt they turn off the wifi jor..so i cant on9 n cant blog..sorry ar...

Now, let me update u wv wat i did yesterday..

Yesterday, mum woke me up, then i went to bathe and after that help a bit in preparing breakfast..its considered a bit compared to wat i did for dinner.. After that, watch a movie which is super funny. watching half way mum ask me to follow her out to buy groceries that bro nid to cook a special japanese yaki soba and curry chicken..after that continue to watch movie wen come home. after the movie finished, had to go buy ingredients again..then the busy part begin!! got to help 2nd bro in the kitchen.lil bro aso gt to help and we are super busy..chop chop this cut cut that.. and i mz cut the onion...OMG!!i cried like hell..the onion super sting my eye..i was so pain that i had to walk out.1st time cry wen cut onion.. terrible i tell u..after dinner then bathe..after that on9 a while, apply isat awhile, watch anime wv bro a while..

aherm....c c...ask u wear thick ad don listen..super cold 1 lor i told u..y so naughty hmm??i saw ur pic in eu's blog at ikea..nice nice...

Today
Mum woke me up...after that mandi and wash "the" baju..after that ate lunch and apply some tutorial stuff for umat which will be on this coming monday..after i go bac i teach u la..then on9 chat wv vanmoussa..she was so shock that i know her funny name..she say i was the 1st 1 to know and ask wats my funny name..haha..then chat wv some high sch frens..boys lar of course..so tmr will go out city hang gai at 11.30am local time..u leh?u mz update me ar wv wat u do in melb..wat time u fly thr?keep me updated la...

I MISS U HEAPS!!









i look cute lar wen climb tree of course...haha
mum took a pic of us climbing tree 2 years ago..i duno wher had the picture gone to...
i din on9 again cz gt difficulties..pls forgive...2mr will go out buy something for u..take care ni ni nic...

Promiz is a Promiz..

Hmm..I promised some1 really special that i will write a blog a day until i go bac adelaide..So..this blog and all the coming blog is specially for u..really hurts 2 c u stuck ther alone..especially wv some1 that u don wana be wv..feel like bringing u along wv me..i dont wan leave u ther alone..Im sad sad ar nic nic..

2day woke up at 12 something pm.dad say wana go yum char. so after bathing and drink a glass of milk and eat 1 passimon fruit then we left out to victoria street. yum char at gengis khan. bt the food nt muc variety. not nice..after that we went to briscoes and ware house and some other places cz mum wana buy kettle. after that leh, we head to pak n save to buy some foodstuffs cz mum say 2mr working day and dad coming home late so cant go out eat. after that its already 5 something so we went to pattaya to eat dinner. The food was awesome. roast duck and chicken, steamed blue cod fish wv soya sauce, kerabu tofu, black pepper beef, four season bean. and then 2nd bro bought a bottle of wine jz nw when buying groceries. He said is to celebrate me coming home. bt actually is he wana drink(excuse excuse oni). He told me the wine taste like lychee.bt who knows, no lychee taste at all...=( super sour ar..i don like drinking wine..nt nice 1..n i rmb dear told me canot drink wine..then whole day thinking bout dear wherever i went..+ 2day rained whole day..super dark and gloomy ar..

after dinner come bac home..after shower mum cut fruits for us eat..bt jz nw wen dinner..i oni knw tat day wen enl exam, mum din reply my msg wen i wish her happy bday..u rmb dear?actually she was in the hospital, warded for 5 days cz internal bleeding and bleed wen she go toilet tat time. she din tell me cz scared i cant concentrate in exam. felt so left out..so sad..nobody told me wat happen..that time i told i so strange y dad gave me morning call rmb..i already suspect something happened to mum cz normally dad is working..my instinct is correct. sad sad..suddenly know bout this until i duno wat to response or say anything..

I LOVE U...don 4got wi wi..will be bac soon...

XOXO..muaxie..take care big fat smelly butt gal..

nite nite

Im home

Hmm..jz reach home nt long ago.wen came out of airport evry1 say i wear lyk pop singer wor..both planes delayed 4 a while.realy miz nic..although jz few hrs din c her.nic ar,u din on9 o..y??i super miz u ar.so hoPing 2 go bac c u.time pls fly faster ya.i miz my nic.2mr goin Genghis khan yum char..yummy yummy.i gao gao ad la since u din on9.nite nite big fat smelly butt.i miz u so muc.muaxie!! :)

Post Post @ 3.30AM

Hmm..Since nic nic wana read my blog, I guess i better update my long forgotten blog..

Exam finally over last week, but its kinda sad coz tomorrow will be gatteing back chemistry and other exam papers. I totally screw up in math..However, I had been doing a lot of shopping this few days [which is something i like to do]. Got heaps and heaps of stuffs, for myself n 1 for my smaller bro..

Today, I had no choice but to come back to homestay to tidy up somethings. As you know, I had been moving houses for more then 15 times i guess within the last two years, both locally and internationally. Guess u can call me the expert remover =) But William is sick, gt swine flu jor, don have the strength to move tings around.

Its a bit weird to stay in homestay without mk. The whole upstairs is like so quiet. Kinda miss his presence. Although no one know aboitut the existence of my blog, except nicole, i think u wont be able to read this blog but im writing it anyway. Its weird to be in this homestay without u. I can still remember that we came here together in the beginning of the year but now its only me left here..Hope to c u again sometime around. All the best to mk! Oh ya, and thanks for all your stuffs.

Today William missed someone.I had been staying wv her for many weeks..Haha..She mz b slping ald. anyway, this blog is for u..I wan gift ar if u go melb.Nite nite..i must slp ad. tomorrow dont have mk wake me anymore. Goodnite Earth..mmmmmmmm

Bac to homestay once again...=(

After 4 days and 3 nights of fun and happening, finally had to bid farewell and come back to my little homestay...feel like going again tomorrow to prepare for my critical thinking presentation..bt feel sorry lor owez kacau eugenie...she had to coop up in her small room whole day..I FEEL LIKE GOING AGAIN AR!!!miss her miss her...bt last nite a bit sad...hees...bt at least she got study then i feel very happy..if not i will super worry bout her...scared she cant finish study..


And and...fuyoh..2day nearly missed my chem test...panic lu...haha...looking for nic nic..bt she hilang jor...aih aih...quick come on9 ar...

waiting for someone

Hmm..already quite late..seriously off my schedule..really shd pull up my socks and not rest on my laurels..although my mind keep sending messages to all the muscles to coordinate a studying process but my muscles just aint obeying to the commands..

William~staring at the math book but cant study..spaced out totally...

Late already o..must slp already...otherwise i will miss chem prac tomorrow.really missed her hands...sweaty hands ar...haha...c u 2mr..d photo of us holding hands...sweet sweet ar...must study hard..cant let mummy down..daddy wants me to inherit his profession..his counting on
me..i must do it =)

anyway..feel lyk waking up at 5am 2mr morning..u see, with the heater around, working anytime isn't a problem anymore..even did my washing at noght and it dried straight the same night!! what a marvellous little machine..

william going to sleep now..gdnite earth..and alll the earthlings..nite nite...
EVER SLEEPING NICOLE>>>>

TAGGED BY MW
1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
errr...forehead and cheek??
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Rushing like mad!!
3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
Nicole =)
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Not anymore i guess..had been away on my own for the past few years...
5. Will you ever donate blood?
the only time i donated 2 tube of blood was to do my blood test..hees..
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
sure
7. Do you want someone to be dead?
nope
8. What does your last text message say?
something bout asking nicole to wake up..
9. What are you thinking right now?
how to wake nicole up..and worrying whether she had finish her report.. =(
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
in deed..
11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
4 something am...
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
malaysia
13. Is someone on your mind right now?
yea...
14. Who was the last person who text you?
nicole

What A GREAT Day...=)

Hees.. =p last nite emo emo..bt some one rang me up chat with me and said some sweet things..(memories from last nite)

AS for today, went to school as usual..And as Chiew expected, I am late again..he already told me that last night cz im sleeping late.. Luckily, Nic woke me up jz in time..7.07am...i remember super clearly..haha..i jumped up straight away..

After class linger around computer lab with alex and chiew for a while then went out for lunch..without some one...sad sad..after that i went home, then gt a msg from nic..was planning to take a nap but then quickly got up and went to the library..

AND...the fun part had just begun!!Nic played hide and seek with me =.=''' This time i search every nook and cranny for her..From top floor to the lowest floor, from 1 book shelf to the other..my eyes pain ar...hees..bt enjoyed looking for her..AT LAST, found her hiding in an inconspicuous corner..then bought her MARS chocolate bars just in case she's hungry..doodled on her survey form n an empty paper..HAHA...Nicole..u mz keep that paper ar..full of sweetness...hees..

AND AND...move my chair to sit with her..lol..although we were so scared that i will get scolded by the librarian because that is supposed to be the quiet zone..anyway, held her cold cold chilly hands to keep her warm..hope she felt my good intention...i so loved her..and then she slpt for a while holding my hands..i really had a sweet and lovely moment with her altho its just 1 hr..
Dear, i will be there whenever u need me..just like today..i will appear in front of u asap..i love u always..AND I AM NT AN OLD AUNTY!!!LOve YoU...wake me up for prac 2mr...

Special blog for some special (trimming it 2day ^^)

Hmm...Today watched EDWARD SCISSORHANDS when dear was asleep..It's kinda touching tho in a way..dear said never watch before o..And then keep phoning someone to wake her up..even ask eugenie to help me..bt she owez told me *ask her to put the key at the door la*..so..ended up couldnt chat wv nicole again..although feel like waking her up to chat with her, she's not feeling well today so let her rest. But.......haha!!happy happy!! received an unexpected message when i was about to turn off my lappie which hates me so much...=)

9.40am
Suddenly wake up, looked at the time and immediately sms alex to inform them to go church first..the nite before this i was plannig to lie with someone a while before going to church..anyway..it didnt turn out according 2 my plan..when to shower and then missed the bus to go to church..already skipped church for 3 weeks in a row..really feeling guilty rite now..emo..then sleep bac till 2 something pm.

3.12pm
Went to city to buy something that will keep me alive!!heater!!so happy ..^^tested it the whole nite, and my room felt so warm..nvvr been better!!bought a 10L water and had 2 carry it all the way back alone..aih..worse still, the indian cashier lady thought I don't know how to speak english!wha the heck lady!!i know english but u were slurring..go bac india ar...that matter caused me to be sad a while..then went hungry jack 4 branch...

Dear, u must take care ar..keep warm and eat more red meat ar..n take plenty of rest..This blog is specially for u..But its real dull and boring..i will be ur nicolodeon forever..I love you..read your blog on monday and i felt awful..i thought back bought the stuffs u told me that night..i really hope things had clear up and u will trust me 100%..no matter wat happen, i will always be ur nicolodeon..I love u..

NICOLODEON for life...

I FOUND IT

Sooooo Happyyyy...

I finally found the passage i was looking for...hmmmm...so i blogged again??haha...

Really nice having a blog that no1 bother 2 read..so muc freedom to write wateva u wan..

Special tribute to d big bully who like 2 prawn me into prawn mee...BABI...wahahaha...

Maybe lunch n maybe no lunch 2mr..1st gal in adelaide 2 feed me sweets...wakakaka...

Should I SLEEP tonight?

Hmmm...it's 4.45am in the morning..Tonight, guess who's the only one that is stil awake with me??It's chiew..haha..normally it shd be nicole though..bt anyway..was doin my enl assignment on Ammu..still left the conclusion bt i had no idea on wat to write..so ended up reading pinkobsess's blogs and since no1 read my blog, I have the freedom to write my blog..^^

Earlier jz nw, I had a chat wv vanessa( who call me jie fu)..haha..

Oh ya, n i gt "fished" by some1 today wv lasso cola candy..She even put the candy on my shoulder..=.='''although im under tremendous stress 2day, bt i still felt happy..Thx to some1..

gt 2 continue look for a passage that i needed so badly in GOST..It's all about inspiration..

Special pink colour for you! GOODNITE...(the colour of someone's pendrive)...

hmm...sweet..

=) William is full of sweetness...

But at the same time....full of anxiety and worry...aspects to care about...

AWWWWWwwwwww.....Anyway...happy happy...bt aso sad sad...

Its Been Soooo Looong..

Wow, it has been quite a while since i had abandoned my bloggy..
Current temperature 17˚C, keep dropping...possible shower...
Dewpoint 6.9, relative humidity 50%...
Wind SSW 11km/h, peak gust 22km/h.......pressure:1023.1hPa...
Inner pressure within me?nt a clue...building up gradually...

At the moment, i could feel goosebumps rising as it gets colder..Yet to recover from a a flu..

It has been 2 weeks of assignments, tests and practical. As expected, major tests and heaps of other assignments just around the corner.

This morning i was late to class by 15minutes. Haha..Thx 2 nicole, who phoned me at 7.15, i managed to make it to class. A heartfelt gratitude to wee chen n Nicole for being my alarm clock lately..Haha..really thank you!!u guys r d bez...and as for eu eu who is forever frightened by me, she still haven't say hello to me as expected..lol..

Well, i felt really sorry for someone..I'm really sorry...aih..

Oh, probably will go to lodge for a night tomorrow..looking forward to kacau alex!!haha..

Well,just feel like typing something so that's probably some random updates to my blog..

Really thanks to all my friends here for all the support that lead me out of my emo-ing stage..haha..they really are helpful and a great jovial lot..

Chao...Nites to everyone...

Pouring Salt Over Wound...

It's one week after valentine. However, there is a drastic change. Things are turning upside down. Yesterday was a day that i will remember forever. I had a bad news yesterday and guess what??!! I didn't expect that another wave is charging right at me. It was like pouring salt over my wound. The pain was right to the core of my heart..Someone once ask me where it hurts, I wonder if she still remember that. The core of the heart is where it hurts. I missed her. Things just ain't the way it should be now. I wonder if I still soar above the storm.. I had no one to confide in so I had to tell my story in this blog.

William is lost in time and space right this moment..

William-And he cries n cries as he has lost his beloved! =(